Devil Girl Diaries – 14 (Sex Club)

1ae95f0f-5624-4fe8-a38f-e702d369d344

Photo taken by moi.

Every man has that one unforgettable woman that will haunt him until his final day; the girl that got away. Allie detested television, vanilla ice cream, and missionary. She explored the depths of her sexuality; while I discovered the heights of my pain. My muse had a nickname. I called her Devil Girl. I write these words to ease my sorrows. My name is Andrew.

This is our story.

Naked in a sea of nakedness
My eyes searched for Allie
Why did I come to this sex club
lust and desire
to satisfy her curiosity
Or my own
Why did I take my eyes off of her
This was dangerous
Like taking an arsonist to a lumber yard
And this idiot
Gave her matches and lighter fluid
My heart beat like jungle drums
Where was she
I tried to sort through the images
Bodies writhing
Mouths kissing
She was nowhere to be found
Then I spotted a small crowd
My heart sank
Allie loved an audience
I slowly neared
Dreading what was coming
My eyes needed to see
What my heart would never accept
Looking over broad shoulders
I found the woman of my life
With three men
Hands explored the treasures
I thought were only mine
They did everything
But one thing bothered me
More than anything else
The look on her face
She was truly happy
With head bowed I walked away
It will never be the same Devil Girl

 

To be continued

 

Advertisements

117 thoughts on “Devil Girl Diaries – 14 (Sex Club)

  1. Sad for her. Do you ever wonder where she is now? The poor thing must have totally imploded energywise. It is not a good thing to share one’s energy (and the sexual act is a very powerful means of sharing energy) with anybody and everybody.

    Liked by 5 people

  2. haven’t followed the whole thread but dude, seriously? I believe you have got to be with some one on the the same level as you -sexually. Maybe she thought it u turn you on in some warped way. Or maybe this devil girl may have been messing with your head and trying to make you jealous which is even worse!

    Liked by 2 people

  3. That’s a really heartbreaking experience. Even though it was long ago and you are now happily married, experiences like that never leave you. It’s a betrayal in your heart, regardless of what was already known or agreed upon.

    Liked by 1 person

  4. Oy, I can’t believe you got talked into going. That had to be the absolute low point. I agree about being “bad” and still being faithful/committed. I know I said this before but I think she must’ve had super low self esteem to give herself away so easily. It’s almost like she had to constantly prove to herself how desirable she was. It’s sad.

    Liked by 1 person

  5. Doesn’t seem like a healthy relationship. Actually, it doesn’t seem like a relationship at all. Seems like exploitation everywhere. But I’m a cautious person. My perspective is different.
    As you’ve written, everyone has that one person in their past. I’m way beyond the one who tore me up emotionally. I hope you’re not still so devastated by her.

    Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s